i went up to the block today. i haven't been since the 14th. marty's work have begun to clear the debris, the metal has gone, and the rubble moved to either side of the house slab, which I don't "think" has survived, the big hole in the middle has given that one away!!! not a single stick of wood survived. i found some more bits, a candlestick holder, some melted aluminium from a saucepan and some melted twisted window pane glass. a couple of weeks ago, before they started to clear i found my granite mortar and pestle, cracked, but whole, which i plan to use in the garden of my new place - wherever that may be - and mine and parker's too favourite mugs, burnt, but whole and in the dishwasher! bits and pieces were whole, but nothing was salvagable. i took photos back on day #4, and i took some today. kelli, our gorgeous kelpi/bordercollie is buried under a tree, a cross marking her spot, she was thankfully moved during last week by our wonderful thoughtful team of detectives and police. things are turning green again. i didn't walk the property, just the house and the front garden. it's still so very quiet up there. i need to organise fences, and the water tank needs cleaning. i also need to find a shed and put in a building permit. so much "man"stuff. i'm gettng very good at it now!
good news, friends of mine that also lost their house tied the knot last weekend. not a spur of the moment thing, planned, but kept quiet. i am so very happy for them. we had coffee this arvo, swapped stories, dramas, and plans.
someone told me today that things should start to return to normal. i think that someone needs to define what normal is, i don't seem to have a clue anymore
i'm going to crack open a bottle of wine.
yeah it's been a shit day.